CUT THE CRAP: TELL ME YOU LOVE ME.

 If you are like me and binge watched One Day on Netflix in one sitting, we need to talk. Firstly, I bawled. Secondly, it really hit home for me. This feeling of loving something or someone so much but you just don’t do anything about it. Not taking the leap because you’re scared of how your life will change if you do. Well, to that I say, fucking DO IT. Tell the people around you that you love them. Do the thing you’ve always wanted to do, whatever it may be. Look, I am such a hopeless romantic and some situationships in the past have made me question how worthy I am of love. However, looking back I realise I was wasting my time and energy on people who just simply don’t care about how I feel. It was almost like I was running away from the one thing that I know would make me happy but I was too scared to take that leap of faith. Stop settling for anything less that you deserve. If you’re being fed crumbs, demand the whole FUCKING CAKE. Crumbs do not feed you and they DEFINITELY do not serve you.

Big, exciting, scary things have been happening the past few days and whilst I don’t want to jinx anything, I really hope everything works out. If little me could see her life right now I know she would be soooo happy. She is what I do this for. Growing up is really scary omg but especially over the past few weeks I’ve really been feeling that way. As a child, I was so protected from all the bad things, which I am so grateful for, but as I get older, I’m seeing the world in a whole new way. Scary? HELL YEAH. But also, sooo freakin exciting. I’ve always said since watching the blockbuster hit Sharpay’s Fabulous Adventure I want my life to become that. If you know, you know. One day, I really REALLY hope it comes true.

Omg, I finished The Hunger Games Trilogy. Wow. Obsessed. I’m gonna take a lil break from it and delve into some new reads but then I can’t wait to read the prequel. I am so intrigued. Currently I’m on The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo and it is JUICYYYY. Loving it. Definitely not what I was expecting but I am really enjoying it.

Okay, here we go a new week. A new month. March is gonna be GREAT. So many things to look forward to and so many memories to make. Let’s do this bitches.

Big love ALWAYS,

Lucy Xxx