ENTERTAIN YOUR WINS BISH.

WHAT. A. WEEK. Holy shit. These past few weeks have been INTENSE both emotionally and physically. I feel like this past week I have been really focussing on everything I’m doing wrong as opposed to what I’m KILLING right now and how many amazing assets I do have and can give. This week I’ve felt like I could burst into tears at any moment haha. I’ve been struck with a whirlwind of different emotions. Heartbreak, sadness, happiness, euphoria and sooo many more that I feel like I’ve started to lose sight of what REALLY matters to me. CELEBRATING MY SUCCESSES. I hate making mistakes. SO BAD MY GOD. I hate when my actions could potentially inconvenience someone else. I feel like I have been focussing my energy on dissecting my failures rather than my wins.

I had such an exciting self-tape this week. The turnover was SUPER FAST so I didn’t really have any time to really process it, which I think eased my lil overthinking brain but the project was so exciting. I was just so grateful to get in the room with such an INSANE casting agency but alas, I didn’t get the job. This one stung. I am usually so positive when it comes to rejection and picking myself back up again however every now and again it really does get to me. I just want to let you all know that it is such a HUMAN thing to feel disappointment when you don’t get something that you REALLY FUCKING WANTED. Your talent and worthiness of getting that job is not defined by whether you are booked or not. Allow yourself to FEEL IT but please don’t let it consume you. We gotta keep fighting babes. It will happen for you one day, keep believing.

 WHAT HAVE I BEEN LOVING THIS WEEK?

-          The Elf Power Grip Primer. When I tell you my pores VANISHED. It is a game-changer!

-          Selling the OC. Season 3 has just come out on Netflix and the DRAMA is intense.

-          Rimmel Lip Oil. I have the Strawberry flavour and I honestly could just eat it. YUM.

-          CHALLENGERS. We went to the cinema on Thursday to see it. When I tell you it was STEAMMMY. I loved the plot too and I’ve been delving into the interviews this weekend and uncovering all the hidden gems throughout the film that make me want to see it again!

-          ACOTAR. I finished the first book of the series and I’m excited to delve into the next book. The final few chapters were JUICYYY.

Okay. We got this. Keep moving. Keep owning your strengths and keep grafting. Love yourself a lil bit more this week. You deserve it.

Big love, ALWAYS,

Lucy Xxx