BAD DAYS ARE ALSO PART OF A VERY GOOD AND SEXY LIFE.

MY GOD where is the time going?! Hey July what’s up? Oh yeah, I’m good thanks just really confused as to why this year is moving at RAPID SPEED?! Send help. Send prayers. But also slay. We are in the thick of summer. Hot summer nights mid-July: we’re here. What a roller-coaster of emotions it has been for me. Emotionally healing from something is such a weird thing. At the most random points in my day, it will hit me like a tone of bricks. The heartbreak returns and I have to steadily remind myself that it is all part and parcel of processing a situation that hurt you. Healing is such a journey and I feel very lucky to say that we most certainly made it out the other side. Happier and healthier than ever. Just because I still have moments of sadness doesn’t mean I’m healing backwards, it just means I’m a human being and processing it in my own way. If I wanna have a cry. I’ll have a fucking cry bitch. Leave me be. Emotions are valid, in whatever capacity they exist in and however long they linger. Sit with them and welcome them, crying is my release, to allow myself to heal. I wouldn’t have healed as quickly as I did, had I not allowed myself to feel those emotions with full force. Yes, it can be painful and scary but it’s how we combat those scaries. RUN AT THEM. It’s all about balance. We wouldn’t appreciate the great times without the sad ones. It’s how life works.

A lil reminder. The way SOMEONE ELSE treats you, is not a reflection of you or your self-worth. It is only a reflection of them. If they can’t handle the fucking love and energy that you bring to the table, that is not your problem. Don’t ever feel like you are responsible for how someone else has treated you. That is the number one thing I’ve learnt throughout this journey and I am SO HAPPY I did. It has allowed me to understand what I will and will not tolerate. How I deserve to be treated. What I DESERVE. That I literally have so much love to give and the right person will cherish it and love every INCH OF IT.

Have the best rest of your week. Soak up the sun. Let’s embrace her before she leaves again haha and I’ll see you all soon!!!

Big love ALWAYS,

Lucy Xxx